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Dificil de aceptar pero no tengo opcion. Dificil de soltar, tratar de entender qué es lo mejor. Como te hace falta algo que nunca tuviste? It's like the Merovingian says: Cause and Effect. It's that simple. Cause and effect. Pude haberme hecho la loca. Continued the charade. But you know me. I couldn't. I had to "talk about it". Let's talk about life. What about life? I wish it were more simple. I wish we could just [...]. It doesn't work like that. It can't. Pero por mas que me lo expliquen, y me lo explique yo misma desde el espejo, como que en verdad no me entra. Or maybe it does, and I just refuse to let go. Entonces, en que quedamos? Por qué lo analizo? Por qué ese afan de not just let things be. You couldve sugar coated it a bit... No se si te imaginaste que me corrio una lagrima por la mejilla cuando tranque el telefono. I thought Id feel better after writing this. Truth is, i dont. Hell no. Only time and the realization of my momentary and current stupidity can help. I guess here goes one last... =*