*-. what would happen if you died today? .-*

Death. A very real, very little talked about and sometimes even controversial subject. Hoy taba en el hospital y por mas que uno ve E.R. no se percata de que cada dia tantas personas estan in this fragile situation, sea por tal o cual cosa, pero desperatly trying to make it through the night. Y uno, dia a dia, taking things for granted, peleando por estupideces, preocupandose por nimiedades, en el eterno frenesi de lo que llamamos our lives in the 21st century. So I try and think for a second. If i died today. Do my parents know i love them? When was the last time I told them? How about my friends? Y le doy gracias a dios que me hizo la persona expresiva que soy, constantly trying to let people know how much they mean to me. How would my family react? [...] Would anyone feel happy? Guilty? What about my plans... my regrets... my mistakes... Does he know i hope to know he forgives me before i die? Maybe he'll never consider it, and i'll just have to live (or die) with that. Does it really matter anymore? Traten de stop and smell the roses. Tell your family you love them. Haz eso que tienes siglos posponiendo, but you know you just have to do. Say im sorry. Say thank you. dont be afraid to talk about death. its as real as anything else around us. no es pa volverse loco living recklessly, or getting sad or paranoid about it. es para realize que its a part of our nature as human beings. la persona que is at the hospital right now is stable and in no danger proximo. shes very much older. ha vivido como ustedes no se imaginan. shes given and received so much love. ha visto su pais enterito. y mantiene la sonrisa y spark que la caracterizan, even in a bed en cuidados intensivos. i wish i can live my life like she has hers. mi mama dice que sali "paticas calientes" igual que ella. tan linda mi abuela :)