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I’m happy. I’m sad. I’m satisfied. There is so much more I can do. I thoughtful and logic; I’m completely impulsive. Balance is the goal. How do I get to the goal? Question my basic assumptions. Make my faulty logic crumble. Am I going too CBT on myself? I think I’ve probably done too much of the psychodynamic stuff. What are my basic assumptions? I belittle myself. The honor is mine, when I’m with someone. I treat myself as a child. The impulsivity. Not being responsible for my actions. The impatience. I want attention. Now. This is unhealthy. It makes impossible my original goal. The priviledge is THEIRS. I can have the world at my feet. Ask for what I want. Put myself as a priority. You can choose. You’re a wonderful person that can choose. Every day is an opportunity. I want something else. What do I want? It’s normal to want to be part of a high socioeconomic circle. But, why is this important? Why is who I am not enough? Learn to know that it is more than enough. People say you are beautiful. You don’t need pretty dresses, high profile clothes or guys to tell you this to know this. People say you are smart. Why don't you believe them? It's just luck, you tell yourself. You could have done better. Why didn't you try harder? The class was easy. The teacher wasn't a hard grader. It's just luck. It's not luck. Yes, you procrastinate. But you work your ass off. They have told you you are smart all your life. Maybe believing them wouldn't be too bad. You are a nice. Yet that doesn't seem to be enough. You are too nice. But it's ok. Just be careful. Break the assumptions. What was that makeup ad? Because I'm worth it.