*-. fear of... success? .-*

In this case, of success in a relationship. All those years of crap, disappointment, struggles, mistakes... and now I have this. I have you and I have now. Things are going great, at the right pace, with the right exchange of words and carinio. Your actions more than your words even let me know that you are there for me, and that we are giving this thing a try. Could it be real? It's almost like a daydream, and someone is gonna slap me and it's going to be over. Almost like if I don't hear from you, don't see you, you'll disappear into thin air. And it's not perfect. I mean, I keep having the usual daily struggles, job insecurity, stress, plans, to do list etc. etc... my life continues as usual. And yet, spending a night watching you play Quizzo (because I didn't know not even one of those answers) and joking about how our team is called "Donde Pollo?" (because I live across the street... get it! hehe) and having you try to sleep but end up coming back to embrace me in your arms... *sigh* please, please please i hope it lasts! :)